Translator: Kurosmith
Refiner: Dair
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I aroused from slumber with a
heavy heart.
“…Yet another needless dream.”
Lately I’ve been having frequent
dreams about the incident back in elementary school. I don’t know why this is
happening.
While reminiscing on the bed, I
glanced at the clock on the wall. It was earlier than usual. It should be fine
to relax a little longer.
But the bed sheet was damp from
the aftermath of last night’s commotion where I had to wipe Yeon-hee down.
“Haah…”
I let out a sigh reflexively. I
must’ve passed out while it was still wet. That explains why I couldn’t sleep
well last night.
Well, I might as well get up
then.
“…?”
But my body felt strangely heavy.
It wasn’t because I was exhausted. Something was holding onto me.
“……”
I slowly looked down.
And there I found a girl asleep
hugging my thigh, with her head resting on my right side as if it was a pillow.
“…Oh my God.”
The sleeping girl who had snuck
into my bed was none other Yeon-hee.
To boot, she was not in her usual
clothes. She had nothing but a floaty pink slip on her.
Was this the pink that I saw when
she was mounting me on Saturday? Since when did she start wearing such cute yet
slightly adult lingerie…? Wait, don’t tell me she’s not wearing anything
underneath?!
‘Ahn Yeon-hee Time’ is from 9
p.m. until 7a.m. the next morning at home. That means her offensive isn’t over
yet…!
“H-How should I deal with this?”
Should I just wake her up right
now?
No, I don’t know what she might
do again if she wakes up. It’s best to escape her hold quietly and run for it.
I moved my body cautiously as to
not awake Yeon-hee. Pushing away her limbs to the sides that were wrapped
around my thigh, I began to pull out my body carefully.
“Mmm… Oppa…”
But suddenly at that moment I
heard Yeon-hee’s faint voice. I flinched but noticed that her eyes were still
closed— she was sleeptalking.
Relieved, I tried to pull out my
leg, but at that moment Yeon-hee muttered in a coquettish voice.
“No, Oppa… If you do it that
violently… it’s going to break… You’re being too wild, Oppa…”
“?!”
J-Just what kind of a dream is
she having…?
What the hell are you doing to
the Yeon-hee inside the dream?! I won’t forgive you as her brother!
“Geesh… You’re so mean, Oppa...
How could you indiscriminately cut up a cabbage like that…?”
…Ah, so it’s just cooking. Don’t
get me all confused. I thought it was a weird dream.
“Aah, Oppa… Placing the cabbage
on my body like that… Ahn… It tickles when you use your mouth like that, Oppa…”
It is a weird dream!
I have to wake her up! I have to
wake Yeon-hee up before the me inside the dream defiles her any further!
“Yeon-hee!”
I grabbed her shoulders, and just
when I was about to give her a shake—
“Wh-What are you doing…?”
I heard a thud from the direction
of the bedroom door.
When I turned around… I saw Yuyu,
who had dropped her schoolbag, looking this way with a devastated expression on
her face.
…Why is she here?
“Ah, Glasses, y-you’re clothes…
Aaah.”
Yuyu’s face reddened and she
covered her eyes with the palm of her hands. ...But her fingers were spread
apart, letting her peep through them.
Only then I realized I was
wearing only swimming trunks. I pulled the covers up in a hurry and covered
myself. …Somehow, it feels like the positions have reversed.
“How... did you get in?”
Having woken up from the noise,
Yeon-hee set her body upright and asked.
“Y-Yesterday I went to the café
where Glasses works after finishing the evening self-study session! Glasses
wasn’t there, but… Han Ka-ryeon lent me the key when I told her you were… doing
q-questionable stuff with your sister in the morning!”
Oh yeah, Ka-ryeon has the key to
our home. She really shouldn’t lend our house key to other people so
casually...
“Questionable stuff?”
“He’s doing it right now! He has
his sister by the shoulders and is trying to pull her towards his p-private
place… I came by early just in case, but you were really …”
What the hell is she talking
about?
At that moment, Yuyu spotted
something on the corner of my bed and her eyes widened further.
“Th-There really is a…!”
When I looked, the hair dryer
that I used to dry Yeon-hee was lying there. I must’ve forgotten that on the
bed, too.
“A-Also a pair of r-rubber
gloves… H-How many sexual deviancies are you guys into?!”
“…I have no idea what you’re
talking about.”
That’s a surprise; Yeon-hee said
something that I completely agreed with.
“The relationship between me and
my brother is not a sexual deviancy. It’s a perfectly pure love.”
And right afterwards she said
something that I can’t ever agree to.
“Y-Yeah right! How can you call
it that when you… have swimsuit and lingerie roleplay first thing in the
morning!”
…What is this ‘roleplay’?
“First thing in the morning?
...It has been intense since last night. You can’t tell from this drenched bed?”
“Oi oi, don’t lie. …And you,
don’t believe her.”
I advised Yuyu, who fell on her
rear with a shocked look. …A little more and her
panties would’ve been visible, she needs to be more cautious.
“I-I knew it. You are in that kind of relationship with
your sister... Endless i-immoral nights of carnal desires... Taboo….
Domination..... Discipline.”
“Like I said, don’t believe her!
Listen to what I’m saying!”
“That’s right. We have a
passionate relationship, so outsiders can go take a hike. Come again after I have completely satisfied my
brother. If you need it, would you
like me to lend you my brother’s underwear while you’re waiting?”
“You too, Yeon-hee! Stop saying
weird things!”
Sheesh… Where has my peaceful
morning gone to…?
“I-I can’t let you do that!”
At which point Yuyu burst forth
on her feet and strode closer towards the bed.
“So that he can be s-satisfied by
other girls beside his sister, I’m going to rehabilitate him!”
“What’re you talking about?!”
“Even if you aren’t related by
blood, doing this sort of stuff between siblings is wrong! I’ll s-s-s-satisfy
him myself!”
Shouting that, Yuyu started
unbuttoning her school uniform.
“Hold on a second! Don’t do weird
stuff!”
“You can even compare me together
with your sister if you like! It’s fine! I’ve read many erotic comic books
where they do it with three people!”
“You really do read a lot!”
“O-Or I can even become your
little sister! O-Oppa, p-please violently punish your lewd little sister…!”
“Why are your lines so similar?!
Is there like a set pattern?!”
Fortunately, perhaps due to being
agitated, Yuyu wasn’t able to undo her buttons properly. I quickly got off my
hand and took hold of her wrists.
“Ah, O-Oppa, if you wanted to
undress me yourself… Kyaa.”
“Who are you calling ‘Oppa’?!
Give it a rest!”
“Yeah, the only one who’s allowed
to call him that is me.”
Yeon-hee followed me from behind
and threw her arms around my waist. And I don’t know what’s she’s thinking, but
Yuyu was in front of me sticking her breasts out with her eyes shut and face
red.
Such a conundrum, what am I going
to do with these two...
“I want to hurry to school and
study…”
Heaving a long sigh, I drooped my
shoulders.
◇ ◇
As such, my Tuesday began with a
rowdy morning as the starting point.
“Haah…”
Walking my way to school, I
sighed. Mornings were supposed to be refreshing, but it had turned into a
complete sticky mess.
Yuyu is currently following just
a little behind me. Thinking she overdid it earlier, it seemed like she was
reflecting on her actions.
“Yuyu.”
“Y-Yes?”
For some reason, Yuyu had a happy
look on her when I called her name.
The thought that she was like a
dog that got its owner’s attention crossed my mind, but I quickly erased it and
spoke to Yuyu.
“What you did earlier, don’t do
it anymore.”
“E-Earlier?”
“And like what you did at
lunchtime yesterday… Anyhow, don’t try to create suggestive situations like
that anymore. Things like ‘I’ll know once we try it’, or ‘check and see what
underwear you’re wearing’, or that ‘your body is all hot and you can’t endure
it any longer’… They are absolutely forbidden from this day forward.”
“…I don’t recall those last two
situations, though.”
Yuyu stared at me with doubtful
eyes.
“Anyway, don’t do it from now on.
Doing such a thing when my relationship with you girls is uncertain is an absolute no. I can put up with it and
refuse, but there’s also a limit to that. I’ll tell the other girls as well, so
follow what I said.”
“B-But…”
“If you attempt to do weird
things again, I’ll call off on trying to recover my memories together with you
girls. I won’t eat lunch nor commute to school with you like this.”
“N-No, not that…!”
Yuyu shouted, her complexion
changing. I was a bit surprised by her reaction that was much more intense that
I had expected.
“I-I don’t want that…”
“…Then just don’t do stuff like
seducing me.”
“I-It’s an everyday routine, not
a seduction…”
Yuyu said that with a desperate
expression but, as for me, I have no reason to believe everything that she
says.
“Our daily lives consisted of
only doing that every day?”
“Wh-What?!”
“I’m asking you if our
relationship was the kind where we did that at every chance.”
As I inquired sharply, Yuyu’s
face turned bright red.
“Wh-What are you saying?! I-I’m
not that lewd, okay? You make it sound as if I was seeing you with that as my
sole purpose!”
“No, I didn’t go as far as to say
that…”
“I-I don’t particularly like that
sort of stuff! I only accepted it reluctantly because that’s what you wanted!”
“Then we’ll stop doing it. There,
don’t ever bring that up again.”
“Hauu?!”
Realizing her slip of the tongue,
Yuyu looked like she was ready to cry.
“N-No, th-that’s not w-what I…”
Eventually Yuyu, who was
stammering in panic, grabbed my arm and clung on with tears in her eyes.
“Y-You’re right, I’m a lewd girl.
I’ll admit it, I’ll admit that I’m a girl with nothing but dirty thoughts on
her mind, so…!”
“Okay... The conversation is
starting to go awry.”
It seems this girl forgot what
her objective was from the look of it and is just spewing whatever comes to her
mouth.
Thinking I shouldn’t let her get
out of control any further, I lightly tapped Yuyu on the head.
“So let’s not do that stuff. If
it’s a wholesome romance, I’ll do it as much as you like. So let’s just do
wholesome things.”
As I said that, Yuyu looked up at
me with wide round eyes.
"You'll r-really go out with
me?"
“That’s what we said we’ll do originally.”
Although it’s solely for
recovering my memories.
“Y-Yeah! Okay!”
I don’t know why, but Yuyu
clenched her fist with an expression burning with motivation.
“I’m confident in becoming a good
girlfriend! I’ll do my best to be to your liking! I can do much better than the
other girls!”
“No, I’m telling you to do as we
did before, not to do better from now on…”
This girl, I still can’t tell
what her objective is.
And it was lunchtime again.
Although we got out of the
classroom separately and walked toward the Audiovisual Reference Prep Room
again this time, there was something a little different than yesterday.
“A-Actually, today I came
prepared with this!”
The item that Yuyu took out and
placed on the desk was a large lunchbox. It wasn’t the lunchbox that I saw
yesterday, but one that was family-sized for picnics.
“What is it?”
“I-It’s your lunch!”
“Ah…”
I nodded with an ambiguous look.
“What’s with that reaction! Your
girlfriend brought you a homemade lunch. Shouldn’t you be happy about it?”
“I don’t have memories of you
being my girlfriend.”
“Still, you should at least give
me a compliment!”
“Yeon-hee prepares my lunch too,
you know.”
They provide meals for both lunch
and supper at Collegiate High where Yeon-hee attends. However, students in our
school have been bringing their own lunch after an issue with the school meal
since last year. As for supper, packaged meals via group order are limited to
those who want it.
That’s why Yeon-hee has no need
for a lunchbox, yet she makes mine every single day. She truly is an excellent
sister.
“But you don’t have yours today!”
“Thanks to a certain somebody...”
Due to the commotion in the
morning, Yeon-hee wasn’t able to properly prepare breakfast, and of
course lunch as well. After comforting the depressed Yeon-hee, I got out of the
house in a hurry.
I was thinking of buying bread
for lunch from the cafeteria, but Yuyu said I didn’t need to and told me to
come to the Audiovisual Reference Prep Room empty-handed. I was wondering why;
guess it’s because she had the lunch prepared.
“Anyway, I appreciate it.
Thanks.”
"...Why didn’t you just say
that from the start?"
Grumbling, Yuyu sat down in her
seat.
Rice balls, seafood nuggets,
calamari rings, braised Burdock roots, braised fishcakes, pickled radish, and
apparently apple slices for dessert…
“The side dishes feel similar to
yesterday.”
Although the menu was a bit
different, it felt similar overall. Like the color of the braised side dishes,
or the weight given to the frozen food.
“Don’t tell me it’s actually
you’re mom who—”
“What are you saying?! I always
pack my own lunch!”
Ah, was that so.
“That’s amazing.”
“A-Amazing?”
“I know from watching Yeon-hee
that it’s no ordinary task.”
Although it’s the same for making
breakfast, to wake up early and prepare lunch every day is not an easy task for
a highschooler .
“I think it’s truly amazing.”
“Waah... C-Comparing me to her
is…”
Despite muttering that, Yuyu
lowered her head while looking embarrassed. She was red up to her ears.
…I guess I shouldn’t tell her
that her actual culinary skill feels a bit inferior to Yeon-hee’s.
“Anyway, let’s eat. Thanks for
the food.”
“O-Okay.”
I held the pair of chopsticks
from Yuyu and began eating.
…Unlike their appearance, their
taste rivaled the ones made by Yeon-hee.
“Wh-What do you think? Do they
taste good?”
“Huh, they’re tastier than
expected.”
Honestly, they had exceeded my
expectations. They weren’t too salty or too bland, yet savory to keep eating
without any trouble.
“You could get married right
now.”
“Eh?!”
Yuyu widened her eyes at the
remark I said as a joke. Then she covered her face with both hands and lowered
her head.
“W-We can’t. My heart is not
ready for a marriage yet… It’s too early…”
“…I didn’t say a word about you
getting married to me, okay?”
When I pointed that out quickly,
Yuyu made a crestfallen expression.
Then smiling bitterly, she
muttered.
“It’s the same.”
“What?”
“We had this kind of conversation
in the past, too.”
Leaning against the back of the
chair, Yuyu spoke in a lonely voice.
“Me bringing your share as well
for lunch, you praising me when I told you it was homemade, and my heart
fluttering from your remark about how I could get married right now... It has
happened before. Although you may not remember.”
“…I’m sorry.”
“It’s fine. Just keep eating.”
Because Yuyu said that to me with
a bitter smile on her face, I resumed eating as per her offer.
“Hmm…”
“What is it?”
“So we’ve had eaten your homemade
lunch together like this before, huh…”
There should be a similar scene
like this saved inside my lost memories.
Somehow it feels like I may
remember…
“C-Could your memories be…?”
“…No good, I still can’t
remember.”
My memories didn’t return to me
no matter how hard I tried.
It’s a similar feeling to when
the answer to a question is on the tip of your tongue.
“By any chance, did we talk or do
anything peculiar while we ate lunch together like this?”
“P-Peculiar…?”
Like how one could recall [things
starting] from a certain point through sequential memorization, my lost
memories might come back if I’m given a peculiarity.
“O-Oh yeah!”
After looking troubled for a
moment, Yuyu got up awkwardly from the chair with a bright countenance as if
she had thought of something.
Then she picked up the seafood
nugget with the chopsticks and held it out toward my face.
“A-Ahnn…”
Blushing, Yuyu opened her mouth a
little bit.
“…What is this?”
As I stared vacantly without a
clue, Yuyu got mad at me.
“How could you not understand
what it means for a girl to hold out food to her boyfriends mouth?!”
“…Ah.”
She’s trying to feed me.
I couldn’t have even guessed
since I had never experienced it in my life. There was only this one time where
Yeon-hee spoonfed me some porridge when I was bedbound from severe fatigue.
“We’ve done this before?”
“W-We have!”
Although it was more difficult to
believe that I had done such embarrassing act than having done indecent stuff
at school, I couldn’t refuse since I promised that I’d do as much wholesome
things as she wants.
As I reluctantly opened my mouth,
Yuyu put the seafood nugget inside my mouth with her trembling hands.
“Mm…”
Nom
nom.
The taste isn’t bad for a frozen
food. A well pan-fried sea nugget with its coating neither burnt nor
undercooked.
“Thank you for the…”
I swallowed the food and looked
at Yuyu again, but I noticed she was acting somehow strange.
“Ehe, ehehe…”
Covering both cheeks with her
hands, Yuyu was fidgeting and twisting her body while smiling foolishly.
…It was to the point where she
seemed a bit stupid.
“What’s wrong?”
“I’ve always wanted to try it…
Putting food in your mouth like this…”
“...Wait, what?”
I thought we’ve done it before?
“N-No! I meant I’ve wanted to try
again! Since we’ve done it before!”
Startled by my words, Yuyu waved
her hand and corrected herself.
“W-Well then, one more time!”
“Again?”
Like a nestling being fed by its
mother, I helplessly ate the food given to me.
“Here, have this one next.”
“…Just how long are we going to
do this?”
I grumbled, being slightly tired
of it, but it seemed Yuyu had no intention of quitting. And she looked so
excited, holding out the chopsticks with foolish smiles, that it was difficult
to even talk about stopping.
However, I was certain that Yuyu
was going to stuff me with the entire contents of her lunchbox at this rate. I
had to say it.
“Stop. I’ll feed you this time.”
“…Eh?!”
Yuyu made a surprised look and
dropped the chopsticks. After I quickly caught them before they hit the floor
and placed them on top of the lunchbox, I picked up my pair of chopsticks and
said to her.
“I’m sure to have fed you as
well. Or did I only do the eating?”
“B-But…”
With even her ears dyed red, Yuyu
was fidgeting.
“If I didn’t, then that’s that.”
“N-No! You did! You filled up my
mouth over and over again!”
“…That’s a weird way to put it.”
I picked up a calamari ring with
my chopsticks.
Although Yuyu had an expression
of mixed emotions, she shyly gathered her hands in front of her chest, closed
her eyes, and opened her mouth.
I’ll feed her a few times like
this and call it quits. Thinking that, I carried the calamari ring to her mouth.
But at that moment—
“H-Hold on!”
Shouted Yuyu, suddenly covering
her mouth with her hand.
“What now?”
“N-No. It’s embarrassing to have
my mouth open …”
What’s that supposed to mean?
“You can see inside my mouth…
A-And if I have my mouth open in front of you like this, it’s as if…”
“As if?”
“A-Anyhow, it’s indecent! No is a
no!”
Yuyu blushed while still shouting
nonsense.
“Well, then we’ll not do it.”
“I-I don’t want that!”
“What do you want me to do…”
“Uu… S-Since I’m embarrassed
because you’re looking at me…”
Yuyu spoke hesitantly.
“F-Feed me with your eyes
closed...”
What kind of play is that?
But I couldn’t even be bothered
to argue anymore, so I decided to attempt a feat of feeding someone with my
eyes shut in the end.
“Ah, not there… Okay, slightly to
the right, no, you went too far down now. Ah, keep going… O-Oww, not there!”
It felt like I touched something,
but it appears it wasn’t her mouth and I was a little off.
It’d be a whole lot easier if I
could just open my eyes and adjust the position myself, but I don’t think
she’ll let me.
“Ah... Yes, r-right ther- Mn!
...Ith toh bih, ith wun guh in...”
Guess the calamari ring was too
big to eat in one bite. I had no choice but to open my eyes, cut it in half,
and try it again.
At the least, it succeeded with
ease this time around. Looking happy, Yuyu chewed energetically and swallowed
with a bright smile.
“Th-Thank you for the food…”
…Mm, what an odd sense of
accomplishment.
Seeing Yuyu saying that with her
face turned red, I started feeling weird for some reason.
“O-One more time…”
“We’re ending it here.”
“...Ehh!?”
Yuyu seemed like she was ready to
cry, but I left her alone and started eating the lunch on my own. I had a gut
feeling that I shouldn’t keep feeding her like this.
Apparently giving up, Yuyu also
started eating her lunch again, and eventually both lunchboxes were cleaned
empty.
“Thanks, it was delicious.”
After another word of thanks, I
finished eating. There was no sign of my memories returning, but it didn’t feel
bad at all, perhaps it was because I had a different lunch from usual.
“So what did we do next after
lunch?”
Feeding each other had taken
quite amount of time, but was still some left until the fifth period.
“Wh-What did we do? Of course
we…”
“Aside from unwholesome things.”
“Uu… We would just talk…”
“And?”
“…Study.”
I thought as much. After all,
that was the reason how I came to start eating my lunch here.
“Ah, come to think of it, I
didn’t bring stuff to study.”
It was obvious since I came here
completely empty-handed.
“I have some with me.”
Yuyu then took out a stack of
printouts and a pencil case from her bag for the lunchboxes. No wonder the bag
was so big.
“Here, take it.”
“Th-This is?!”
My eyes opened wide after looking
at the printouts that Yuyu held out to me.
“Th-These are from the renowned
math teacher that works at the nearby academy…?!”
I could tell at a single glance.
These printouts contained only the questions with the highest level of
difficulty.
Such question would only appear
about once on a test, but for those people like me who don’t want to miss that
single question, these questions were extremely helpful.
“Sometimes I lent you the
printouts I got from the academy…”
“I-I see. That’s really…”
For me, who’s not able to attend
an academy due to financial circumstances, these were really valuable
printouts. Touched with overflowing emotions, I bowed my head to Yuyu.
“Thank you, thank you very much!”
“I-It’s fine… Glasses, you’re
being so happy that it’s a bit disgusting…”
Yuyu had an irritated look for
real, but I was in no state to be concerned about that. Bursting with
excitement, I borrowed a pen and lined papers from Yuyu and started solving the
questions on the printouts.
“……”
Yuyu watched me with complicated
feelings for a while, then she smiled bitterly, got her printouts out, and
started studying as well.
While studying, we asked each
other about the parts that we weren’t sure or certain about. As expected of
someone who’s second in school rank, we understood each other really well.
Like that, we studied together
until lunchtime was over. Although it was a study session with an unfamiliar
atmosphere that my amnesiac self experienced for the first time… It wasn’t a
bad time.
◇ ◇
“So you studied with Miss Yuyu
during lunchtime again today?”
“Yeah, pretty much.”
Today is Wednesday. It’s been
three days since we started this pseudo-romance to get my memories back.
Like always, I was working
part-time at Café Saint after school. Now it felt I got accustomed to working
with my junior.
“Even though I told you not to study.”
Ka-ryeon let out a sigh and
muttered.
Currently the Manageress was in
the kitchen preparing ingredients for the evening, and only Ka-ryeon and I were
on the floor.
“Telling me not to study is like
telling a shark not to swim.”
“…That sounds more serious than
just saying ‘I will die if I don’t study.’”
If sharks don’t swim, they sink
to the seafloor and die from hypoxia.
“Is it because you studied? I feel
like you’ve become more relaxed than you were in the beginning. Even when I
tease—I mean, express my affections—it doesn’t seem to sway you much.”
“Did I hear you say ‘tease’ just
now? You said ‘tease,’ right?”
“You were so composed yesterday
too, saying ‘Don’t seduce me any further, baby. If you do, you’ll get burnt
from my hidden Fire Blade☆’. You
meanie.”
“ ...Your delusions are
increasing.”
This girl tried to seduce me
yesterday as well like when she raised the hem of her skirt the other day.
That’s why I emphasized that I won’t accept such acts from now like I did with
Yuyu. However…
She was standing by in the staff
room in her underwear today, matched to the time that I arrive. Then when I
knocked on the door, she nonchalantly replied ‘I’m fully changed, so it’s okay
to come in~’ and was waiting for me to enter. But because I sensed something
was suspicious and asked the Manageress to go in there, I was able to avoid the
situation of seeing this girl in her underwear personally.
…But I don’t why she is this
obsessed over showing her underwear. Maybe to get something on me…? She can’t
be doing this because she wants to show off her underwear.
“Anyhow, you better really stay
focused today. If you work like you did yesterday…”
I said sharply to Ka-ryeon,
recalling her work attitude yesterday that was completely different from
Monday.
“But I don’t feel like working
when you don’t dote on me…”
“Can’t you just work…?”
“Boosting the female junior’s will
to work by satisfying her sexually is an important duty that the male employee
of this store has been assigned with. I’ll inform the Manageress for neglect of
duty if you don’t push me down on that table right now and violate me wildly.”
“Go ahead, be my guest. Let’s
hear what the Manageress has to say after hearing her little sister say stuff
like that.”
“That’s harsh, Sunbae. How could
you give me the cold shoulder when I worked so hard to satisfy your sexual
appetite all this time?”
“At least decide first which side
is satisfying which…”
“In my opinion, trust built
through sexual relationship increases workplace efficiency.”
“Just get back to cleaning!”
As we passed the time chatting in
whispers so that the Manageress in the kitchen wouldn’t hear us, customers
started coming in one by one.
I took the orders and served the
food, and moved about busily while sometimes casting a scowl at Ka-ryeon when
she’s slacking off.
But even during those busy times,
there was something that continued to bother me.
“Hey.”
“Yes, Sunbae.”
“That girl over there… It’s her,
right?”
“...I believe you’re right.”
Verifying with Ka-ryeon, I
sideglanced at the female customer sitting by herself at the table in the
corner.
Her appearance was suspicious in
that she had a hat and a mask on even though it was indoors. She was stealing
glances at me and Ka-ryeon at every opportunity.
I understand stealing glances at
Ka-ryeon since there are people who visit this store to see her beauty among
other customers. However, it’s a bit weird to glance at me as well.
Especially when Ka-ryeon is near
me, she looks this way with glaring eyes.
Just like now.
‘What are you doing, Yu Yuyu…’
The customer who came here under
a disguise was none other than Yuyu. Although she had changed her clothes and
her hairstyle in addition to hiding her face with a hat and a mask, she was
immediately recognizable due to her distinctive figure.
“What’s with her? She could just
eat normally if she wants to have a meal here.”
“Let’s leave her alone for the
time being.”
After saying that, Ka-ryeon
lightly walked into the kitchen and brought the crabmeat cream pasta that Yuyu
ordered. Then after she put the food down on table where Yuyu sat, she even
smiled and said ‘Enjoy your meal’ before leaving. All in a very natural manner.
“…Why are you working so hard all
of a sudden?”
“Because it’s an amusing
situation.”
“Please work normally…”
I let out a sigh while
sideglancing at Yuyu who was worried if she should remove the mask in order to
eat.
And when dinnertime was over.
Yuyu remained still in her seat
and sipped on the cup of water until all other customers left.
“God, I’m tired… Here, eat up you
two…”
The Manageress came out of the
kitchen bleary-eyed and put our meals down on the counter.
“Hah… I wish we had some
customers besides the evening… Even one person would be nice…”
Despite that one customer was
presently seated in the store; it seemed it wasn’t entering the Manageress’
eyes that were half-shut from fatigue. Then again, even if she did see, she’d
have thought of it as a hallucination.
After the Manageress crawled into
the staff room and closed the door, the store turned quiet. In the silence, I
let out a sigh and asked:
“So, what are you doing, Yuyu?”
Yuyu, who had her lips on the cup
of water, flinched at those words. But then she continued to sip on the cup of
water again as if nothing happened.
You already drank all the
water...
Looks like I have to call her
again.
“…Yu Yuyu.”
“Don’t call me that!”
With the mask on her chin
flapping, Yuyu suddenly stood up.
But she soon realized her mistake
and blushed.
“Why are you here? You normally
request packaged meal for dinner.”
“I, I had a feeling that it
wouldn’t taste good today…”
“The evening self-study session
is on now, why aren’t you heading back?”
“I, I have cram school on
Wednesdays, so I naturally miss it.”
“Then why aren’t you at the cram
school?”
“I, I got a text message a while
ago saying the cram school is off today…”
“……”
“I-I’m sorry! It’s a lie! I’m
just playing truant! I admit doing wrong, so please don’t look at me with such
scary eyes…!”
“Sunbae… As expected, you
reaction is different when it’s related to studies.”
Ka-ryeon stared at me in strange
amazement.
I cleared my throat and opened my
mouth again.
“So why are you here?”
“U-Um…”
After Yuyu took off her hat and
mask, she said while blushing:
“B-Because I wanted to see my
boyfriend working… C-Can’t I?”
Speaking shyly with her eyes
gazing up at me, Yuyu looked inexplicably cute.
“Of course not.”
But Ka-ryeon’s sole response to
such cuteness was a cold reply.
“Did you forget? The time that
Miss Yuyu is allotted to spend with Sunbae is from 7am until 4pm. He’s your
boyfriend only at school. It’s currently ‘Han Ka-ryeon Time’, so you shouldn’t
interfere.”
“Th-That’s…”
Not even able to get angry over
the fact that she called her by her full name, Yuyu stared at me as though she
was struck speechless. But I had nothing in particular that I could say.
Eventually, Yuyu looked at Ka-ryeon again and raised her voice.
“S-Still, I’m curious! You might
try to do weird things to Glasses, s-so I came to keep a close watch!”
“And what are these weird
things?”
“Th-They’re …”
“Rest assured, we don’t do weird
things like the ones you’re thinking about."
“R-Really?”
“We just engage in obscene acts
normally.”
“That’s not normal!”
Although I shouted abruptly,
Ka-ryeon paid no attention.
“Well, whether or not Sunbae and
I engage in obscene acts, that’s not really an important matter.”
“No, I think it is important…”
“Anyhow.”
Looking at Yuyu, Ka-ryeon spoke.
“Whatever I do with Sunbae,
that’s my freedom. It’s not something you should concern yourself with.”
“But…”
“I’ll have you know.”
Cutting off Yuyu, Ka-ryeon said
tersely.
“Like you, I’m serious as well.”
“……”
Yuyu stared at Ka-ryeon as though
lost for words.
“I’ll at least treat you to a cup
of coffee. Please leave when you’re finished.”
Yuyu couldn’t say anything
further to Ka-ryeon’s resolute voice. She lowered her head a bit when she took
the coffee from Ka-ryeon shortly after, and that was it.
“…Well then, Sunbae, shall we
eat?”
“Wait, hold on.”
Although I was still kind of
feeling daunted due to Ka-ryeon’s sudden seriousness, I stopped her because I
thought it was wrong to have dinner like usual in this current situation.
“Eating at the counter like usual
when there’s a customer is a bit… Shouldn’t we eat inside the kitchen or something?”
“Ah, y-you don’t have to mind
me!”
Yuyu said, raising her head.
Still, I couldn’t do that.
“That’s true. But we can’t leave
this place completely unattended …"
Ka-ryeon thought for a moment.
“…No, let’s just eat here.”
“But we have a customer…”
“You don’t have to treat me as a
customer! Act like usual!”
“We should do as she says.”
That was quite unexpected, coming
from Ka-ryeon.
It’s obvious that Yuyu will watch
if we eat here together… I thought she didn’t like her being here.
“Well, okay then.”
After I sat at the counter first, Ka-ryeon sat to my right.
...So closely that her arm was
firmly pressed against mine.
“…Why are you so close?”
“This is the usual distance.”
“No, it isn’t… Also, I can’t eat
like this!”
How am I supposed to eat if you
stick to my right arm like that!
“Ah, my mistake.”
Muttering, Ka-ryeon stood up from
her seat with her plate.
Then she sat to my left.
“Here, Sunbae♡”
Whispering in a soft voice,
Ka-ryeon grabbed my left hand.
“You loved touching my thighs
while sitting closely like this. You were always saying ‘the spice that makes
food most delicious is a highschool girl’s thighs.”
“Don’t lie!”
I pulled out my hand, startled.
“Just what are you doing when
there’s someone watching behind us!”
To my response, Ka-ryeon turned
her attention to Yuyu sitting behind her back. I looked back as well, and sure
enough, Yuyu was on the verge of tears, looking this way.
“So stop it with the…”
The moment I turned my head to
Ka-ryeon, I saw a small smile crossed her lips.
“Don’t tell me…”
This is to keep Yuyu in check?!
Now I understood why Ka-ryeon
wanted to just eat here. Since she can’t force Yuyu to leave right away, she
intends to keep her in check by showing what kind of relationship she has with
me while Yuyu is present.
‘S-Scary…”
Women are frightening creatures…
“Sunbae.”
As I was eating while seized by
such astonishment, Ka-ryeon spoke to me again.
“What?”
I wonder what kind of nonsense
she’s going to say this time.
Thinking that, I replied without
turning my head. Then her calm voice reached my ears.
“The reason why you didn’t go out
with girls was because of a trauma from elementary school, right?”
I nearly dropped my spoon.
“…What trauma?”
“The one where you confessed to a
girl in the same class and got rejected because you had poor grades.”
I looked at Ka-ryeon in the eyes
with a stiff expression on my face. Her hands still, she was looking at me
calmly.
And probably, behind my back,
Yuyu was looking at me while swallowing her breath.
“…I even told you about that
story?”
“Yes, since I’m your fiancée.”
Ka-ryeon answered so without a
change in her expression.
Why on earth are we talking about
this now? Is this also to keep Yuyu in check?
“……”
I wanted to turn my head and
check Yuyu’s reaction.
Did I tell Yuyu about this story,
too? It should be fine if she had heard about it like Ka-ryeon, but it could
cause a misunderstanding if she’s hearing about it for the first time today.
I don’t feel like it, but I’ll
have to clarify on that. I sighed and opened my mouth.
“If I had told you about that
story, I should’ve had also stated that it has nothing to do with me going out
with girls. The reason why I have no interest in girls is simply because I want
to devote myself to my study. Although it’s not completely unrelated since it’s
true that I started studying due do that incident, it’s not like that made me
hate girls or anything.”
Precisely speaking, I don’t
really think about girls. I never got involved romantically with a girl since
then, and was never conscious about it.
“It’s not something like a
trauma. It’s just an embarrassing memory.”
“That’s what you’ve said before
as well, Sunbae.”
Ka-ryeon nodded while replying
casually.
“However, can you say for certain
that it had no impact on you at all?
“…What do you mean?”
Ka-ryeon didn’t answer.
As I stared at her still,
Ka-ryeon rested her chin in her hand and spoke.
“The girl you liked when you were
a kid… Despite the fact that she had no feelings for you, she treated you
intimately in order to take advantage of you, right?”
“That’s…”
You could say she was keeping me
on the hook.
“Then you must’ve come to hate
people who approach you with ulterior motives, right?”
“…No, isn’t that the same for
everyone?”
“But don’t you think you have
come to hate those people all the more through that experience? I think it
became difficult to accept.”
I was lost in deep thought
momentary at that question. People who approach you with ulterior motives, huh…
“That’s you!”
I shouted at Ka-ryeon.
You’re the one who approached me
with the ulterior motive of wanting to become a NEET!
“It’s not an ulterior motive
since I’ve already confessed my true intention. Besides, a seemingly obvious
motive is rather cute.”
“That’s not the…”
At that moment, I heard a
rattling noise from behind.
“…I’m leaving. Thank you for the
coffee.”
Yuyu put the money down on the
table and got up from her seat. Then she left the store right away without a
chance for anyone to speak to her.
I couldn’t see her face because
her head was hanging way down.
“What’s with her?”
Bewildered, I stared in the
direction of the door that Yuyu walked out of, and then I heard Ka-ryeon’s
quiet voice.
“I was only planning to feel her
out a little, but her reaction is beyond what I’d expected.”
“…What?”
In a daze, I looked at Ka-ryeon
who was seated beside me. She was smiling with her chin resting in her hand.
“Just what are you doin—”
“Sunbae, I told you.”
Sweeping the hair up around her
ear, she spoke in a calm voice.
“I am serious.”
Saying such words, her eyes were
like a deep pond.
They were the kind of eyes where
you couldn’t see the bottom.
“……”
At a loss for words, I averted my
gaze from her.
When I turned my attention to the
seat where Yuyu had been sitting, I saw the money she had left on the table.
Looking at the ten thousand won bill was enough to leave over change even after
combining the costs for the dinner and coffee, I imagined what kind of thoughts
Yuyu was thinking right now.
But for me who has lived without
great interest in girls— no, in other people—there was no way I could figure
out her feelings.
“Hey, Kyeong-hyun. I’m sorry, but
could I ask you for a favour?”
It was at that very moment that
the Manageress came out of the staff room with a stiff expression.
◇ ◇
It was raining outside before we
knew it.
After checking the dimly lit
streets with the rain pouring down, I closed the door and returned inside the
store.
“At this rate, wouldn’t it be
better to just close the store?”
As I muttered so while sitting at
the counter, Ka-ryeon, who was standing up against the table, replied.
“Even so, my sister is a stickler
for following the business hours no matter what. There’s nothing we can do
about it.”
“…She should think about the
electric bill.”
I sighed and looked inside the
empty counter.
Currently, the Manageress was on
her way to the hospital after hearing that her friend had a traffic accident.
Her friend that had a traffic
accident is one of the people who help out in the store on weekends. I’m also a
little worried because I’ve seen her a few times before.
“My sister said she wasn’t badly
hurt, so it should be okay.”
Ka-ryeon said in a composed
voice.
“I’m sorry. For making you stay
late because of my sister’s personal circumstances.”
“No, well, this much is fine.”
I was staying behind in
Manageress’s stead.
Saint’s business hour is to 10
pm. Usually, I leave work a bit before nine o’clock, so I’m working an extra
hour.
Although there’s really not much
work to do because of the absence of customers, I have to attend the store with
Ka-ryeon in any case, clean up the place and return home.
“You’ll get paid overtime, so
don’t worry.”
“No, there’s no work to be done,
so… staying late for a day is all right. By the way, are you done with the
cleaning?”
Just now, I was mopping the hall
and kitchen floor, and Ka-ryeon was wiping the tables. The reason why I checked
outside earlier was because I had nothing to do after finishing my areas, but
Ka-ryeon should have yet finished cleaning all the tables.
“I don’t like working on rainy
days.”
“You make it sound as if you work
hard on days where there’s no rain…”
As I said that, Ka-ryeon touched
her lips with her hand and laughed coquettishly. It’s really a needless
coquettishness.
As I let out a deep sigh,
Ka-ryeon drew closer with her skirt rustling and sat beside me. Then she rested
her head against my shoulder.
“Hey.”
When I tried to pull away,
Ka-ryeon spoke sullenly.
“Isn’t this much okay...?”
“You’re going to start saying
weird stuff again while we’re like this anyway.”
“Sunbae, it’s troubling for me if
you think I’m a girl who’s in heat round the clock.”
“If it’s not round the clock,
then how many hours is it?”
“An hour a day at the most?”
“Okay, then assign that one hour
to the time when I’m not present.”
*Fufu* Ka-ryeon laughed to those words of mine.
“You really are an interesting
person, Sunbae.”
“…What is so interesting about
me?”
“Your reactions are interesting.”
As I tried to pull away again,
Ka-ryeon caught hold of my arm.
“Please let me stay like this for
a while.”
Then she whispered quietly.
“I won’t do or say anything
weird. Please let me stay like this just for a moment. It doesn’t have to be as
your fiancée, so…”
I looked at Ka-ryeon, feeling
caught off guard. She had gently closed her eyes and was smiling tenderly.
“I, too, have occasions where I
want to entrust myself to my significant person and spend some quiet time.”
I was lost for words.
As I remained still, Ka-ryeon
spoke in a dreamy voice.
“It’s quiet.”
“…You can hear the rain, though.”
“It’s quiet, because the sound of
rain erases all noise.”
Hearing her say that, I listened
carefully to the sounds coming from outside.
As I closed my eyes and listened
carefully, the only thing I could really hear was the sound of rain. It felt as
though everything in the world had vanished and I was sitting inside the rain
by myself.
The sensation of becoming farther
apart from the current situation where I was suffering from complicated
problems, especially my entanglement with the three girls.
“…No.”
However, I immediately corrected
myself in my mind.
At the very least, I could feel
her presence beside me even amidst this sound of rain.
“…Han Ka-ryeon.”
“Yes, Sunbae.”
Turning my gaze to Ka-ryeon who
replied in a docile voice, I asked her a question.
“Do you find working difficult?”
“I don’t think a person who wants
to become a NEET would find working comfortable.”
“No, what I meant was… Do you
find it difficult attending customers?”
“What makes you think that?”
“Although you often slack off,
you treat customers politely with a smile when you serve them. You don’t have a
bad attitude.”
“I’m happy to hear your
compliment.”
“But the moment you turn your
back against a customer, though it’s for a split-second, you have a worn-out
expression on your face.”
Ka-ryeon closed her mouth for a
while.
“…I’m embarrassed to know you
were gazing at my face like that. Since when did you become unable to take your
eyes off me?”
“I thought recovering my memories
would also become easier by getting to know you girls better.”
I flat out told Ka-ryeon, who was
trying to give an evasive answer.
“To tell the truth, I noticed it
when I was trying to make sure you were working properly. When I kept observing
you just to make sure, you were always like that.”
“You shouldn’t do that to a girl,
you know.”
Ka-ryeon sighed a little and took
her head off my shoulder.
“I don’t think it’s a good idea
to force yourself to work.”
“Still, it’s my sister’s store.”
Said Ka-ryeon, straightening her
hair.
“I’ve always found the act of
exchanging conversation with other people itself exhausting. You see, I have
sociophobia.”
“But you talk to me just fine.”
“It’s because you’re a special
case.”
“Sunbae, my sister… Recently,
Miss Yuyu and Miss Yeon-hee would be included as well. Aside from the few
people that I wish to be involved with, I find it tiring to even face them. I’m
not cut out for the service industry.”
“It’s not like I’m particularly
suited for the service industry, either.”
“But you’re diligent, and I’m
not.”
“I’m not particularly diligent,
it’s just—”
Ignoring my protest, Ka-ryeon cut
me off and said in a drowsy voice.
“That’s why I want to become a
NEET fast. I want to marry a person that I want to be with and live without
seeing anyone else except him.”
Then she added with a sweet
smile.
“Like that, I’d pass the time
carefree inside the house all day long.”
I couldn’t keep looking at her
straight, so I looked away.
Despite the fact that she was
saying something so shameless and selfish, her smile was excessively beautiful.
No matter what self-centered
things she may say, her charms were real.
My heart was beating from her
smile, so much as to feel the future of living with her appealing.
“…Han Ka-ryeon.”
But I set such feeling aside to
corner of my mind and opened my mouth.
“Did I really make a promise to
marry you?”
“You still can’t believe it?”
Sighing, I said to her.
“I feel it the more I talk with
you: I don’t think myself before the memory loss would’ve accepted you. Each
time I talk with you, I feel certain about it.”
“Why is that?” Ka-ryeon no longer
had a smile on her face. Instead, she stared at me with a serious look. “Do I
upset you for saying such shameless things?”
“…I think other people would
criticize you without doubt.”
“By any chance, are you
criticizing me in your mind as well, Sunbae?”
Ka-ryeoned asked me while looking
into my eyes. I felt as though I’d be sucked into those deep pupils.
“No,” I answered without
hesitation. “I find it perplexing, but I don’t think it’s particularly bad.”
“Really? To people like Sunbae
who study and work hard, doesn’t a lazy person like me seem pathetic?”
“There’s no way.”
I study and work because I want
to. Saying who’s diligent or whatnot with those would be barking up the wrong
tree.
On the contrary, I think badly of
people just because they don’t work hard in those areas. Although I’d be hard
on my juniors if I saw them neglecting their work, I wouldn’t think of that as
a human flaw in particular. After all, there are times where I also cut corners
on jobs that I don’t want to do.
“Everyone has their own way of
living. I think it’s an irresponsible act to evaluate and grade that in detail.
There’s no right answer, so you can live the way as you want to live.”
That, of course, comes with
responsibility.
“If you can endure everything
you’ll come across on the path you’ve chosen, you have nothing to be ashamed of
no matter what others may say.”
Ka-ryeon was staring at me
wordlessly with her mouth closed.
“Then why won’t you accept me?”
Finally, Ka-ryeon inquired in a
subdued voice.
“Is it because I’m of no use in
your life?”
“You’re the one who said it’s
worth it for the fact alone that I’ll be able to have you.”
Sighing, I retorted.
“It’s not that. That’s not the
reason.”
“Then why?”
Ka-ryoned asked as if pressing
for an answer.
However, instead of answering
her, I threw a question of my own.
“How many years have you lived
until now?”
Ka-ryeon had an expression like
she was caught off-guard.
“How many years has it been since
you’ve had this way of thinking like now?”
Before Ka-ryeon could even open
her mouth to reply, I kept questioning her.
“How much time has passed since
you’ve met me and wanted to live together with me?”
Ka-ryeon, who was waiting for a
chance to speak, opened her mouth in a hurry.
“Even if my time spent with you
is short, my feelings are real.”
Ka-ryeon said while placing her
hand across her chest.
“Of course, as a family member,
Miss Yeon-hee would have spent a long time with you that’s incomparable to
mine. And Miss Yuyu, who goes to the same school, would have spent more time
with you than me as well. But…”
“No, that’s not it.”
I said, shaking my head slightly.
“How many years are you going to
live with me after our marriage?”
“How many years…?”
“One year? Two years? Five years?
Ten years?”
“What are you talking about, if
we get married…”
“That’s right, we’ll have to live
together for decades if we were to live with each other.”
I said to Ka-ryeon.
“I believe that is something we
should decide on after much more prudence and further contemplation.”
“……”
Ka-ryeon was looking at me with
her eyes wide open.
I said to her while trying hard
to get as much of my thoughts across as possible.
“It’s not like we can get married
right now, anyway. Then you still have a lot of time.”
She has to think much more not
only about her decision of choosing me as her marriage partner, but her dream
of becoming a NEET after marrying.
“Even if you marry and become a
NEET, you’ll still have to graduate from high school. Then you have almost three
years left. You can keep thinking during that time. Is the path I have in mind
really the one that I should tread… A different conclusion might appear while
thinking that. Then it would be troublesome when you’re engaged to someone.”
Even if that person isn’t me.
“Of course, you don’t need to
limit it to when you’re attending school. You can keep contemplating even after
graduating from high school. There’s no need to get married right away.”
“I don’t want to go to
university, and I also don’t want to work.”
“Then you can remain as a NEET.
If even you don’t marry me, just live as a NEET in your current home.”
“That
would be too much for my sister!”
At that moment, Ka-ryeon raised
her voice for the first time.
“Continuing to put burden on my
sister when there’s nothing I can do to repay her is too shameless…”
For Ka-ryeon who wants to live a
comfortable life, the only factor that was restricting her was her feelings for
her sister who had brought her up by herself.
But she should know this well,
too.
“There’s no way that the
Manageress would consider looking after you as a burden.”
Ka-ryeon was caught off-balance
by my comment.
“Is she the sort of person who
would feel burdened from supporting you? I’ve only known her for a year, but
she’s absolutely not that kind of person from how I see it.”
For someone like her who has
looked after her little sister on her own without anyone’s help, who always
lives every day to the fullest even when the store she set up through blood,
sweat and tears isn’t working out the way she thought it would... There’s no
way she would feel burdened from that.
“Don’t take her lightly. If you
get married and tell her that you’re leaving the house, she’d probably cling
onto you and ask you not to leave her behind.”
I can easily predict the
Manageress’ state of mind because I have a little sister, too. Even if I was in
a situation where I had to work to support Yeon-hee, I would never think of it
as being a burden.
…Of course, I wouldn’t do so
because it’d be bad for Yeon-hee if I were to take care of her forever. After
all, I don’t have a sister complex!
“Have more faith in your sister.
She’ll wait as much as you need for you to decide your way of life.”
Ka-ryeon was staring at me
motionlessly.
“I went off on a tangent for a
bit, but—”
I said, clearing my throat.
“Anyhow, I could only think like
this after hearing your story as my current self. Of course, the pre-amnesiac
me may have different. But if it was my current self, I would’ve told you to
give it a bit more thought.”
Even if her words were from her heart
in earnest.
“I would’ve tried to give it more
thought too, of course. I don’t believe I’m the kind of person who has enough
determination to make an eternal martial vow to someone on the spot. I would’ve
tried to reply after a long consideration, and the time I’ve spent with you is
too short for me to reach a conclusion.”
Of course, I’ve never thought
seriously about stuff like marriage before. But my current self had no choice
but to think so.
“If I had decided to accept you,
then that would’ve been a conclusion from the end of a long and serious
deliberation. I wouldn’t have accepted you if it wasn’t.”
While I was saying those things,
Ka-ryeon had her head lowered.
I couldn’t see her face, which
was difficult to read her true intentions as it was, due to her forelocks which
had rolled down.
I couldn’t tell if I had conveyed
my message clearly. But I didn’t rush her and patiently waited for her
response.
“…I see.”
Then a very small voice flowed
from her mouth.
“You’re the same despite your
amnesia, Sunbae. You haven't changed.”
“…What?”
I looked at Ka-ryeon in
bafflement, but she didn’t reply at all.
Then she slowly stood up from her
chair. After turning towards me, she looked down at me in silence.
With cold yet mysteriously ardent
eyes.
“…I’ve decided.”
“What?”
Bemused, I could only look up at
Ka-ryeon.
“I don’t care if your memory
doesn’t return. The words you said to me, the things you did for me, I don’t
care even if you’ve forgotten them all.”
Staring down at me softly,
Ka-ryeon spoke in a subdued voice.
“I don’t care if you treat me as
a worthless girl. I don’t care if you treat me like a girl you’ve met for the
first time.”
Looking down at me with deep
pupils, the girl with an appearance as delicate as though she would vanish any
moment whispered.
“As long as the current you
choose me. That is all I want.”
She laid her hands on top of my
shoulders. I couldn’t move; it was as though I was paralyzed.
Then she slowly leaned toward my
face.
With her beautiful pastel hair
ruefully flowing down, her face, her lightly moist lips came closer.
“—!”
It was at that moment.
“…What are you two doing?”
A sharp voice accompanied the
sound of the store door being opened.
Leaving behind the pouring rain,
the footsteps entered the store.
“What are you two doing?”
And the question was repeated.
“Oppa, just what are you doing…?”
Yeon-hee was standing there
expressionlessly with her whole body soaked from the rain, as though she didn’t
properly cover herself with the umbrella.
“Yeon-hee…?”
Barely managing to move my frozen
lips, I called my little sister’s name.
Dripping wet from head to toe.
Void eyes gazing at me. Firmly shut lips. Clenched fists. I was overwhelmed by
the disquieting state that my little sister was in.
“……”
Yeon-hee turned her frigid gaze
to Ka-ryeon.
Ka-ryeon had returned to her
position and was simply staring at Yeon-hee without a word.
“Yeon-hee, you…”
I called my little sister again.
It was only then that Yeon-hee
turned her eyes to me once more and moved her small lips.
“…You didn’t come home. There
wasn’t any call, either.”
“…!”
I realized my mistake only then.
I didn’t inform Yeon-hee that
I’ll be late because I’m watching the store in place of the Manageress. I
should have called Yeon-hee’s cellphone with the store phone, or left a message
on our answering machine. But I was so out of it myself because we had to send
the Manageress off on such a hurry that it had slipped my mind.
“I kept waiting but you weren’t
coming home; I wondered if something happened, so I went outside and searched
for you.”
It was almost 10 pm right now.
Since I usually finish work and return home around 9 pm, nearly an hour had
passed.
When did she start searching for
me? How long was she in rain for while she went around searching for me?
“But Yeon-hee, there were times
where I came home late before as well…”
Until now, there were many times
where I came back late because I had stopped by places like the bookstore,
stationery store and supermarket. But there was never a time where Yeon-hee
went out looking for me like this.
“And, as expected, it was just I
had worried.”
However, Yeon-hee didn’t reply
and glared at me fiercely.
No, it wasn’t me.
It was Ka-ryeon sitting beside me
that she was glaring at.
“You, you’re the one who…!”
Leaving a water trail on the
floor, Yeon-hee strode towards our direction.
Seeing that aggressive attitude,
I got up from my seat in a hurry.
“Yeon-hee…!”
“What filthy things are you doing
to my brother…!”
I grabbed Yeon-hee’s arms and
stopped her from attacking Ka-ryeon. However, Yeon-ee was trying to break free
from my restraint, struggling with violent motions that you would normally
never see from her.
“You said until 9 pm, and that
you’ll give back my brother after that. You’re the one who said that, yet why
are you…!”
“Calm down, Yeon-hee! The reason
why I was late today is because the Manageress had to go out for a moment…
She’s not at fault!”
Regretting that I didn’t give her
a call, I stopped Yeon-hee.
However, Yeon-hee raised her
voice even higher.
“Why is Oppa defending this
girl?! Just what has this girl done for you?!”
“What are you saying…”
“I was enduring it even though I
hated it; I wanted to keep hold of you so that you couldn’t go anywhere; I
wanted to keep you from being together with those girls…!”
I thought it was just water from
the rain, but it was only then that I realized Yeon-hee was crying.
“Why? Why?! Why are you stealing my brother?! Even though he’s my brother, why?! Why is someone like you…!!”
Yeon-hee yelled at Ka-ryeon.
“Don’t touch my brother…! He’s,
he’s…!”
When I turned my attention to
Ka-ryeon, I noticed she had a surprised look on her face as well.
“Yeen-hee, calm down. Nothing
happened, and your brother didn’t do anything. I’ll go back home with you, so
let’s calm down, okay?”
I desperately tried to soothe
her.
Then, as though Yeon-hee’s
reached her emotional limit, her arms dropped and she burst into tears.
“You’re soaked from the rain, so
let’s get you dry first, okay?”
I took Yeon-hee bursting into
tears and went into the staff room. After I cleaned her face and head with a
towel, I took out Ka-ryeon’s spare uniform that was in a corner of the locker.
After telling her to get changed,
I closed the door and came out of the staff room. Although I wanted to check to
make sure she got changed properly in my heart, I couldn’t that.
“Sorry, I borrowed your spare
clothes. I’ll get them dry-cleaned and return them, so…”
I bowed my head to Ka-ryeon with
complicated feelings. Clothes are clothes, but I have to apologize for my
sister who tried to attack her. No matter what the reason may be.
But Ka-ryeon didn’t respond to my
apology.
“…How strange.”
Sitting in her seat with her arms
crossed, Ka-ryeon was lost in deep thought.
As I stared at her in confusion,
Ka-ryeon spoke up in a calm tone.
“I think it’s fully
understandable for your sister to be shocked after witnessing her brother about
to get kissed by another girl.”
“…Eh? I was about to get kissed?”
S-So that was why, huh? I was
wondering why she brought her face closer all of a sudden…
“…We’ll put aside your innocence
for now. Anyway, it’s fully understandable for her not to be able to maintain
her normal self after seeing that sight. Of course, normal siblings wouldn’t be
like that, but for someone like Yeon-hee who has a considerable case of a
brother complex, it must’ve been fairly shocking.”
“Y-Yeah. Although I don’t know if
it’s for real, she did go as far as to say we crossed the line…”
“I didn’t believe that story to
be true.”
“You… didn’t?”
Ka-ryeon said in a past tense.
Then does that mean she thinks it
might be true now?
“But even then, her reaction now
was weird. I didn’t see her as the type to lose her rationality like that.”
“That’s true…”
Yeon-hee is a composed and docile
girl. Her attacking someone was something unimaginable until now.
“For a little sister who spent
over 10 years with you as family until now to become this fixated on you is
unnatural. There must be some kind of a reason.”
“A reason…?”
“Yes, a reason for her to
violently oppose when she feels her brother is about to be stolen.”
After saying that, Ka-ryeon came
down from the bar stool.
“Sunbae, I’ll postpone proving
that you are my fiancé.”
“What…?”
“The current situation is not
good for both you and Miss Yeon-hee. Even as your fiancée, it’s a situation
that I can't ignore.”
Ka-ryeon said in a calm voice
while looking at me.
“Sunbae, try to find out the
reason why Miss Yeon-hee is so fixated on you. I’ll cooperate.”
“Han Ka-ryeon…”
“I’ve asked you to call me by my
first name.”
Ka-ryeon smiled bitterly for a
second, but her face returned to its cold expression and she spoke.
“You too, Sunbae. Please put off
other things as much as possible and give me your cooperation. This love
rectangle of ours, I think it may be more dangerous than I’d thought.”
Tensing up from her serious
attitude, I swallowed my saliva.
Then I said is a trembling voice.
“…Say, Ka-ryeon.”
“Yes?”
“…What about my memories? The
things I studied?”
“…You’re even thinking about
studying now?”
I felt a prickling sensation on
my skin from her glare.
But tomorrow, Thursday morning.
That day before our mock
examination, a totally unexpected and major incident happened.
It was an incident so shocking,
that my entire life was completely changed.
Thanks, I though this novel was closed. : )
ReplyDeleteJust when I think this was dead, it's here. Thank you so much for all the work!
ReplyDeleteOh goody, things are becoming even more interesting as the plot slowly unveils itself. I was not expecting such depth in the characters, but it is more than a pleasant surprise nonetheless
ReplyDeleteI am delighted to get little clues and snippets of how things originally were and my mind is brimming with speculation.
Thank you for your hard work!
So, is the problem solved yet? BTW thx for the translation though. this is the first series i read in this blog :D So, keep up the good work...
ReplyDeletethank you for the translation and god i hate cliffhangers
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ReplyDeleteDude, what's with the cliffhangers at the end of every chapter?! It's maddening! I wanna know what happens!
ReplyDeleteThanks for chapter 5!
ReplyDeleteThat cliffhanger...
Thanks for doing this Chapter^.^
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